I've read places that SI is people crying for help and wanting attention. I don't do that, I hide everything I do. The other thing is SI is cutting and I dont cut all the time, I do other things. Sometimes I go extreme and people just think I'm accident prone. Last winter I started going after my legs every day. I can't seem to stop even though I want to. Now spring is coming and I'm scared. Is there any way to heal quicker? I've tried vitamin E, aloe an some scar creme I bought at the store, nothing seems to help. I hurt my knee and should get checked out but won't because don't want to answer to my legs. This has been my secret and I'm petrified someone might find out. Thanks for letting me vent.
Jade