Okay about 4 years ago I was having trouble walking straight I struggled to park correctly into a parking spot.. So I assumed it was my ears and having tough vertigo. some trouble breathing... After a couple weeks I decided I better see my Doctor , I failed most of the neuro checks.. So I had a MRI of my brain , They call early the next morning to come in..

Something on my Pitutary gland My GP was calling everywhere to find a Endocrinologist to see like right away.

Next day I saw Richard I was literally coming unglued, Im like omg this could kill me , will I suffer in pain? what about my daughter ? my husband? He said Okay lets think about this , You have chronic suicidal thinking and your okay with that..... but a brain tumor scares you???

Click.. I had zero control, I could not accept, I felt helpless. But feeling suicidal was/is okay because I have control of that.

Its a control issue.

I saw the specialist he said in the area its at typically they never grow much bigger.. So I have to get a Mri every year. My symptoms did ease a little bit, But I struggle with walking and parking.

So I have a Adnoma just sitting in my brain

Your fear is understandable