I've decided against going back to work this summer, at least at the place I used to work at and applied to this year. I don't feel like getting coronavirus and I'm kinda scared because last time I worked there two years ago the stress sent me into a mixed episode I've been having trouble with frequent manic and mixed episodes for the past year or so, so maybe getting to a stable place for a few months first will get me feeling more confident about the whole thing.

Today hasn't been that bad though. Still feeling a little hypomanicky but not too bad.