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Old Mar 15, 2020, 11:51 PM
EglantineRose EglantineRose is offline
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Hello everyone. I hope you are all doing well in these very difficult times. I am feeling quite sad tonight. I have been struggling with my health lately (I am still not sure why- it is likely either from a prescription medication withdrawal or possibly a thyroid condition.)

So I met someone at the university that I go to who I really liked, but I only got to speak to him a couple of times (I know it's silly that I feel so bad given this, but it's really hard..) anyways, I had to take a couple of weeks off because I haven't been feeling good. Before this I ignored him because I wasn't feeling good. Also I convinced myself that he didn't like me and that I needed to leave him alone. I had planned to go back this week and try to find him and talk to him (I tried to find him before but I couldn't.) Now my university is closed for the rest of the semester because of the virus and I won't get another chance to see him..

My only option would be to send him an e-mail, but I don't want to seem creepy because I don't know him well. I don't want to come across as inappropriate or weird. I just feel bad now because he's such a nice person and there's nothing I can do about this now. I just keep wishing he would contact me but I doubt that would happen. So much regret.
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