I am sad because I missed out on someone who was really nice to me and that I really liked. I was going to go back to classes and try to make an effort, but I can't now as the university is shut down. Clearly it wasn't really something that was meant to happen. I guess more devastated because I always do this to myself, assume people don't like me and miss out on the chance to get to know them. I don't have close people in my life and I'm tired of feeling so alone. I have social anxiety so it's hard for me to make connections. I know it may seem stupid but I really liked this person. I didn't talk to them much but I was around them a lot. I also haven't been feeling well for weeks so that makes this situation much more difficult.