Now I’m in my room as an inpatient. Ugh.
I don’t know about this. Part of me want to leave.
It’s one day at a time here. I can walk if I feel like it. Part of me thinks “I don’t belong here, I’m not that sick”

Thank you all for being supportive here. No matter what happens I’m very grateful for that. You get to feel so alone and lost in all this when you feel this bad.

People here have been nice to me and taken me seriously.
But still not sure if this is a good choice or if this is only “a new low” for me.