Thanks I am running on empty for sure.. Might have to just drug myself numb tonight.. I really need a sleep coma, I'd chop off a limb for 12 hours of solid sleep

Centerstone the company that he works for does not allow for phone sessions, years ago there was a huge problem of some kind, Likely involved a law suit at one of the dozens of offices.. So they stopped it across the board. I have his cell # which is a violation of there practice also, but he called left a message one day years ago pretty much demanding I call him back. That was the only time I ever called it.. He has scolding me many time over the years for not calling But I have this whole deal with I dont want to be a burden to anyone I'll never be able to change that, We have worked for ever on it... It was ingrained in me as a child.

I'll manage, I always seem too..

I am annoyed. I do have to make one more visit into Hellmart, My Xanax and Xeljanz are due to fill on the 20th-21st.. No drive through, So I am flying into the damn place and zooming right back out hand sanitizing like crazy... Social distancing... That sounds Hilarious and stupid to me at the same time