You are awesome! Seriously, you suffered a big loss in a place you still are connected to, and clearly the position you had was taking its toll on you. So glad your parents were supportive and I (as a parent) would be so proud of you for choosing life and health and moving on. And no matter who takes credit, you know what you did and I suspect you are not the only one. Wow. Thank you for being so open. It helps all of us who struggle with difficult emotional/behavioral issues.