major confession-------i hate saying this but i need to go there...
at one time i was headed for a real career high...
i secretly wanted to be rich and famous...
i was on my way and i broke down starting with a panic attack...
i was so depressed...i was never going to be rich and famous..
i was too far down and tired...i never really recovered my energy...

but if i was on the way up i would have had to work very very hard...
i wouldnt have liked that at all....