I have a question for the depressed. When you or anyone have a history of depression is it true that depression comes back? Or think about sucide more often than ususal? And can depression be hidden knowing that you have these thoughts but dont want to take any action towards this as far as getting the proper treatmeants? For example: you know your depressed and have sucidal thoughts more often but dont want to accept the fact that your actually depressed but cant seem to reconize it. Here is the thing. I haven't been sleeping well this past 2 day's. I think about sucide alot. But dont want to get the proper help is this normal? I just dont know how long I can hide it anymore. i'm running away from my problems but not ready to face them just yet. I dont want too. any suggestions?