Sometimes i feel like i suffer from an emotional form of Prader Willi ie that there's this internal emptiness/hunger that can't be satisfied.
I have described it elsewhere thus <font color="purple"> "A sense of inner hunger and lack of fulfillment. A world full of blahs and that's ok but where's the rest ?'. A desperate search for the holy grail of 'pure satisfaction' or 'emotional orgasm'.</font>
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I tend to go from feeling too little ie emotionally blah/empty/ things are ok but lacking that certain something extra to make them more than ok, to feeling too much in a negative way- anger/irritability/anxiety etc.
Have often said that 'anger lets me know i'm alive'.
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