But as much as I'm trying to downplay it.... I'm mostly trying to convince myself. Anxiety is high today. I know it's probably just a cold and I'm just out of shape.

But I'm scared living on my own! If it does get worse, there's no one who could drive me to a doctor or hospital. No one who keeps an eye on me if it gets worse.
My parents are in another country. If i get sick or if one of them gets sick, we can't even see each other. And with my dad being so stubborn it's very worrying.

I'm sure we'd all like to be one of those lucky few who get the virus with very little symptoms and get immunity. Otherwise you're still going to be worried all the time. This thing isn't going away anytime soon.