Thank you a lot for your insightful post. I see the mental brightness in you. I guess you have difficult to believe it but I see it. Well, sometimes so much that I cannot catch it the first or the second time I read it and I assure you that it’s not because of your English that I see as very talented. I’m not saying good, but talented.
You gave me the clue. In my case more than being stressed on a lack of value, I was conditioned to focus on the mistakes. Never good enough. So no matter how much I try, I have in the DNA that nothing is gonna be valued but criticised.
I need to break with this pattern but I still don’t see how to do it. I think it’s time for me to try it harder.
As you said, everyone is valuable and unique and I can’t be so hard on myself.
A side note: This post you liked this morning was made with the purpose to put a smile on people as you.
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Social Anxiety and Depression. Cluster C traits.
Trying to improve my English. My apologies for errors and mistakes in advance.
Mankind is complex: Make deserts blossom and lakes die. ( GIL SCOTT-HERSON)
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