I agree with Cyrano - she probably is trying to help but doesn't really quite know how.

Definitely keep trying to find a therapist. And maybe look into some kind of support group for families - I have heard of these done by NAMI and other organizations - they can help your parents / family understand how to help you and how NOT to help you.

And even if you can't post here for a while, know that we're all still here supporting you and hoping for the best for you.