I've gotten to the point of putting the tv on, but the volume is always on mute. If i glance up at the tv it has to be something of comedy. If there is any blood, gore, guns, serious looking faces i have to change the channel. I dont know what channel it is, but Raymond and George Lopez are usually on. During the day the tv is never on. Late at night, i may put it on. I can't have the volume on becuase most commercials refer to something about post Katrina. And i am triggered and get into this mood that starts reminding me of the past. But at least i can put it on now. Next step, volume.
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