I want to had that I'm even feeling like a "closet" member here, because I purposely have myself set to invisible because I'd be ashamed for people to know how often I'm here. I don't post as much as I am normally inclined to for that same reason. I'm kind of 'hiding' my vice from you all. But is it a vice? Could be worse... but why do I feel so guilty about it? I hide it from my husband, as well. I always have 2 windows open and close this one quickly if I hear him coming.

For some reason, I'm feeling like confessing at this moment, but will probably regret doing so later on. I'm pretty tired right now.