Sorry you are struggling, Blueberry. It is a difficult time for so many folks right now. When I get like this, I try to just make small, doable goals and not expect too much of myself. One day at a time. Maybe one hour at a time. It helps me.

I hope your parathyroid situation gets sorted out soon. I have no idea what they do for that these days, but I am sure you are in good hands.

Hang in there! We will get through this!