it is a decision only you can make. if he is an ex..that should give you a reason to think.

He’d never hurt me physically on purpose but he’d be verbally so horrible I’d do things like push him and tell him to leave, and he’d push me back. And once I slapped him, he did nothing back, just tried to calm me down. I’d never do it again, I felt horrible afterwards and I believe I’m a different person now. I

seems to me that there is a lot of thought that needs to be given on both sides. you say he would never hurt you but yet you have slapped him.

much thought. both sides.