Limbo is a great plat to be. Well, now it is.

I have learned a lot about me since this morning. I started off the day thinking I needed to change Master's programs. I made some calls and found out that I need to stay in this term to keep my loan status. I emailed my mentor and the one above her. I got my emotions out.

Here is what I discovered
1, confidence is a big part of the solution for me
2, I can learn what I need to, to become stronger mentally.
3, I am NOT my illness
4, I am in control, not fear
5, watching less TV is helpful
6 exercise is very important for mental health
7, I have more tools to use, after finding an article about self-confidence on Zen Habits
8, I have enough time
9, both programs will work for what I want to do!
10, I need to relax and trust in my abilities and in God

It's been a big and eventful day. And I almost submitted an application for a new job. Believing that it would lead me closer to what is best for me.

I started the day with a question. And ended the day with more introspection and thought in a while.