Since people were asking about me...

I feel horrible, but that isn't why I left. I was saying crazy s*** that I was regretting, and I was posting WAY too much for my own good. However, I started feeling depressed yesterday, about 4 hours after my teletherapy appt. I was literally feeling giggly, happy, and funny during the appt. Now I woke up wanting to die.

Anyways, I want to cry because I feel so awful, but I guess tears ain't happening today for some reason. I wish I could see my therapist in person to help me feel better, but that ain't happening either for obvious reasons. Same with my pdoc, who I talk to on Monday.