Very good points. No, we are not consumers, we are citizens thank you very much. I think I am afraid to admit that I have depression as a disease because I don't think I fit my definition of depression. Yet all my therapists and even some of my friends say I am depressed. I think I view myself as "better than that". I don't want to admit I have that problem because I view depression as something ugly. My ex-wife has depression and looking at her from my perspective, she was very difficult to deal with. She was such a drag when she was depressed. Maybe I am afraid that I might be viewed that way by others?

Anyways, thanks for the reply!