Yeah, I have seen and heard so many people talking about mixed episodes, but I'm not sure I can properly identify one in myself. There just doesn't seem to be a clear cut definition, image, portrayal, hint, clue, answer to what they look like and feel like. It can't drive me crazy, cuz I'm already there, but it certainly is aggravating.


... but, yes, hopefully this is just a blip. 'Course, it sounds like I've got ECT treatment coming up soon to settle things down in the cranial space.


I wish I could invite all of you to make calls to my hospital to advocate for me that it's not really an "elective procedure."