(((((((CedarS))))))))))) (you get a special specific post for being on the second page! )

Thanks for the hope!

You all have listened to me far too much already... I just need to remember the positive stuff, and remember to take care of myself... but I have trouble with that, and I forget... so maybe that. I don't know. I don't remember being faced with the question "How can we help" before in this sort of situation.