I have been seeing my Pdoc and T... 9 years now.. I like them both very much...
My Pdoc is brilliant when it has come to finding a good comb of meds for me over the years, He is not a Pill Nazi. He always starts meds on lowest dose possible so there is wiggle room if I need it He respects my opinion about medications and if I say X isnt working or I wont take because its causing weight gain or some other side effect I just do not want to tolerate.
My T Richard ? I love him and have total respect for him, Hes just an amazing human being. My feelings are not in a creepy way, or transference. He has saved my life more times than I can count.
I know not everybody has a good Pdoc or T and My advice is you deserve better be your own best advocate and keep looking until you find someone that actually hears you