Oh, Jmo, do I EVER understand. Every single week, and sometimes more than once a week, if I have to email him about something, I tell my therapist I want to be normal. Right now I'm in one of those "I want off my meds" periods I go through now and then. I get sick of paying for them, taking them, NEEDING them in the first place! The last thing I do before I go to bed at night is take 8 pills (that's on top of 5 when I wake up in the morning). There is nothing like it for making you realize you're not normal. It sucks.

I hope things work out for you.

Candy