I tore down a 7ish foot stretch of wall in my home with my bare feet... My incredible father and younger brother helped me to rebuild, but I am embarrassed about it still. I was hallucinating and my child was disappearing before my eyes and I was trying to get to him to 'save him'. Angry mama bear apparently has the strength of a thousand super heroes. My husband knew it was time to call 911 when this started. It took a lot of force to get me into the abulance and to the hospital. It is incredibly important for me to recognize mania and psychosis as soon as possible. I was completely out of my mind.