Hello all. Something happened that came as a surprise to me.I think I am feeling stable. All the behaviors that are there when I am elevated are not there. I am having some problems with situational depression. This differs from BP depression. This depression relates to the act of going into work. At times, it dominates my thinking so much that I can be preoccupied with this even on my days off. Now here is the mystery. When I was at work yesterday, there was a period of several moments that I was actually real happy. I have not felt like this in eons. It only lasted a brief amount of time, but it was wonderful. It is the feeling that I belonged at work. It is like everything is OK. No worries.

Can anyone explain this?

Anyway, I go to work in five hours. However, I cannot sleep. I got up at 3 AM. I am trying to find things to do. So I mixed up a battery for pancakes. I am letting it rise. I may have to take a nap when I get back from work. I have this really loose tooth. I have been constantly wiggling it with my tongue instead of just leaving it alone. I do not have the money yet to have it pulled. Instead I purchased an antique firearm. My priorities are all messed up,