you tried and thats what counts!

I used to cut on my theigh but i had lots of images (this was a few yrs ago) and in the end i knew that my right arm was the only real place where cutting 'helped' (for want of a better word). Perhaps it was a call for help....but ultimately....i think i wanted to actually cause more damage.....and my arm being so white....?? and for it to be in a place that i could touch and feel even when i was in public. It helped ground me on many occasions.

Having said all that although i have no real regrets because it was what i needed to do at the time, sometimes i do get tired of now having to think of where to place my arm, if i should try and reduce it with makeup.....

Good luck in your attempt to gain control....you can do it!!!!