wow 2 n half years is a long time... I hope you learn how to banish these feelings of relapsing again.. just to help you here - it looks horrible, it feels horrible, and there are so many people who would want to be in your position of lasting that long and being so strong! So dont do it!!
Oh, and congratulations!
take care, babyg xxx
__________________
~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you 
~
Follow my blog here;
http://themanicyears.com
Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing
Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013)
'Borderline traits'
Dissociative episodes