well it just started off with taking it when I felt rough, and now I feel rough all the time. Im completely aware of how dangerous it is and the correct dosage, but then I think to myself 'whats the harm in a few more..?' and it leads off from there. And I went for an assessment for my new therapist and I told him about it and he just said, 'yes, its quite common...'

Im confused. And yeah I agree with you Kalamity Jane about being psycologically addicted, it seems to me like thats the only explaination for it