Both of you are most likely right. I think that be said by generalization of the story. I think another problem, that is not so clear, or maybe it is, is that I tried really hard to write a rational well ordered story. Rational thinking is something I cannot do beyond putting a few words on paper. I am so confused and troubled about this I am sick. I have not eaten little all day and can't even think of it. My guts are in knots. My legs and hands are cold to the bone even with the heat on and wearing warm clothes. It is wet, cold, grey, and dismal outside my house and my mind is the same. I am so unhappy with all this.