(((Jully)))
I agree with x_BabyG_x maybe you should talk about it with your T next session.. it may make you feel better to talk about it with him. Your not letting anyone down because you relapsed you tried and that is what counts. You can do it!! I believe in you and everyone else does too!! Stay strong Jully and if you ever need to talk feel free to pm me okay?
Lots of hugs!!!

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