Hey em

Yea, I'm aware of that button for PMs but I keep forgetting to use it.

I'm not sure that I would really want to take some of my posts to my T or pdoc. I've tried so many different meds now, looking for something that works, I'm getting REALLY tired of all the changes and there's not much left for me to try at this point. Believe it or not, what I'm taking now is working better than anything that I have tried in the past. I do know though, that it appears to others that they aren't working at all. Trust me on this one, you probably didn't know me back then, this is heaven compared to what I used to be like. So relatively speaking, these meds are working, at least to some degree, surprising as that may appear to be, even if it is not apparent to anyone else. I guess for anybody who thinks ill of me, this must sound really horrible.

I wish I was capable of posting silly stuff when I'm in the abyss but quite frankly, I just don't have it in me. I am able to post to support others though. My T told me this week that I need to start taking my own advice that I give to other people. I know she's right.

OK, looks like I'm the only *crazy* one here. Sometimes I think I need to stop posting about myself.