I think I started having hallucinogen persisting perception disorder attack right before I went to bed last night.
When the zopiclone kicks in, I start to dream while awake before I fall asleep saying things like "I'm 1000x alprazolam now" and then switch to "I'm 1000x zopiclone" and "My pillow is such a beautiful garden.." Stuff like that..
I'm gonna take 1 pill of ashwagandha and l-tyrosine. I just found a reddit post just now saying that they help with HPPD.. So I bought the right stuff.. Because I knew that Vyvanse helps me focus and it's an ego dissolving issue.. And all what Alan Watts said is true.... About how the ego is nothing but focused conscious attention..
When the ego dies, I get panic attacks...
But @ Newtus, your panic attacks could be for a different reason.... I hope they go away soon...
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