I am so NOT doing well. Teaching on zoom -> overwhelming. Emails from school -> too much uncertainty -> overwhelming. Own kids don't want to do online HW. Husband (phd in math) is now helping son on math test. Okay - this is precisely why we don't trust online tests! Left home for 1.5 hr walk last night then drove to church to sleep in parking lot to 3am. I cannot be at home. word is insane. Did i say I wasn't doing well?