Hello I would like to wish wellness and peace and love for each of you and your loved ones during this uncertain and scary time for us all - please be safe , pray for the world and the people on it, all my love

I've not left my home for 2 weeks now since my country is on lockdown and I separated from my boyfriend of one year earlier today.
Shout out to everyone who supported me on my posts about my boyfriend last year!! Sending my love !!
I'm sad for us both. I should be happy to be free from his bullying and abuse but I'm mourning the good times and pondering on what could have been I'll never see him again.. be intimate with him again.. what will become of our happier memories together, what do they mean now?
Although he made me feel so insecure from the very begining one year ago , I sometimes feel I was lucky to have been with someone who stayed with me despite my flaws. Yet I'm hurt how any connection we might've had was tarnished by his cruelty so for that I'm grateful to have this chance to move forward.. hooray for new beginnings!! Upsides upsides ..

Being confined to my house for the next 2 weeks feeling this way.. I'm scared. Putting aside the more blatant fear of this virus.. I wonder how I can get through this break up in the best healthiest way?? Anyone who has gotten through a tough break up, I would be ever grateful knowing how.. and how I can apply it to these quarantined limits!!
Also.. what are you doing to keep yourself happy and motivated during these times??

Thank you