I have H so I am not totally isolated but we are getting more and more uneasy around eachother. I am lucky that we live on 30 acres. A walk around the outside of my hay field is almost exactly a mile. We have quite the lot of cats, dogs and horses that need tending to. Soon it will be time for gardens and harvesting the various plants on our land.
I have either video sessions or phone calls with T every week and can email him. Pdoc I call. T said in an email this week that I am processing a lot and doing it really fast. I think some of that is because I can’t go anywhere and some is because I am more afraid than ever of not being able to finish my work with him.
H goes back to work soon (he was quarantined) and then things will get easier. I have a project I want to work on that relates to T and will help me feel connected. H is more jealous of T than ever so I don’t want to work on it while he is home even though he knows about it.