I was always preoccupied with my weight. Probably had PICA when I was 7 and 8. Gained a bunch from psych meds from 2006-2011. Lost a lot of weight from late 2015-2019. Gained a few back this winter. I’ve never been diagnosed with anything although I was just called an attention seeker back when I was a teenager from everyone from my mental health counselors to my parents. They said that I didn’t have any eating issues at all. Now as an adult there’s for sure some disordered thoughts when it comes to food. Although I’m not sure how much is my gender identity issues. My therapist is always asking about my eating habits and has thrown around the words eating disorder a handful of times.

Today was not a lot of eating but a whole lot of exercising which is new to me.