Update.
I contacted T a few days ago via phone call. I brought up the male friend and mentioned you seemed quite upset when I spoke about it. I repeated the words my T used. I felt you had an issue with this person you never met? Could you please clarify? He was silent momentarily. He blurted "'You explained this friend appeared or possibly was upset ( not angry) with regards to a trauma you endured. You don't know him that well. Why would he be upset? I'm the one who feels upset. " T didn't tell yell at me but his tone was slightly upset?
After my sessions I usually book my next appointment. The last appointment he seemed disappointed, annoyed and said call me or text me to book the next one.
I forgot to add he mentioned I should write a book on my past trauma. He said your story is remarkable and I would like to read it ( he knows most of my trauma) I thought about writing a book before I met T. I'm not ready and never told T I considered writing a book.
All of this including what I wrote in my original post seems weird. I'm wondering, as another poster pointed out, he's jealous of my friendship. My intuition for a few appointments was a mix of subtle creepiness and?
I'm considering finding a new T.
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