Maybe look it as time to figure out why you are living your life this way. You are not the only one who is not ecstatic with your home life.

My dad would have been fine, my mother would have absolutely NOT!!!!!!

One time i was settin eating my favorite dinner - spag parm - at Elias Bros after work, around 8 pm, and a guy i knew from Mensa happened by and asked what i was doing. I go, im having dinner. He goes, NO, what are you DOOOOOOINGGGG? He wasnt looking for me to answer him. I was like oh okay. I always knew i was just surviving until i could get free.