Hey Angel Girl, I just wanted to let you know that I replied to you under "Nocturnal Introductions", and it was regarding this post too.
But just allow me to say that I think you're being waaay too hard on yourself. And I really hope that you don't stop posting about yourself. Believe it nor not, you're doing a lot of people a lot of good, even if it's just to let them know that they are not alone. I, for one, thank you for that. And while you may not be able to get "silly" when you're in the abyss, you do still maintain a certain sense of humor. Don't ever lose that. Keep up the good work and the great posts hon! Tgrspurr.