So far my main T seems to be doing a bit more self-disclosure during teletherapy sessions. I'm not sure if it's the format or if she is trying to be somewhat genuine about her reactions since we're all in this together. In other words, it would be a little gaslighty to pretend that none of this is affecting her at all when we all know it's affecting almost everybody. I have asked her at least once how she is doing, so the information is not necessarily unwanted.

I asked her once about the thing you put under the trigger, but she declined to answer. I think it seemed too complicated to get into, regardless of what the answer is. That honestly intrigued me more, but I bet I will never know.