again thank you for your replies - they are helpful!
On Klonopin ... I realize one side affect is depression .. I called my pdoc .. she said she doubted my depression was coming from klonopin .. and wants to add a anti psy to combat depression ..
being that I cannot take AD's .. I am doubting that will help .. because I have tried a list of those before too and nothing helped ..
I am think that I am drug resistant depression ..
Klonopin is great for anxiety .. but ... i hear horror stories of ppl coming off of it ... I am on 2mg a day and realize that is a low dose ..
I dont need more than that .. if the withdrawl is a horror story.