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Originally Posted by spikes
I realized last night that I have addictive tendencies. By no means am I a hardcore drug addict, and I'm not really feeling up to going into details, but it is something I need to work on.
Also have a growth on my lip that's bothering me. I see my primary in about a month so hopefully he'll be able to do something about it. It bleeds a lot if I play with it.
Am having some "issues" with my med combo, but if I stick to it the way my doc says to and add an Ativan here or there I'm mostly stable so I guess I shouldn't complain.
I have some things I need to resolve because I'm just coming out or at least having a break from mania and made some mistakes with some people.
I feel like a bad person.
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You are not a bad person, spikes. You have a really tough illness you are constantly dealing with. I am so glad you are feeling more stable now!! That is awesome!!
Try not to judge yourself about this friend thing. We have all done things that we wish we had not done or said when manic. It's just a part of the deal. So, go easy on yourself.