Hi, I was wondering if anyone else feels they can’t make very good connections with people. I know people with traumatic pasts can grow up not sharing their vulnerabilities with people, so they don’t have many real friends. This was true for me, but I feel like I have been very vulnerable and trusting for at least the last few years since starting therapy. Admittedly most people in my life before were men who wanted something from me, and not friends although I did think of them as friends.

Now, in lockdown, everyone I spent time with has disappeared. I understand we can’t physically see each other, but no one has even sent me a message at all. I thought maybe they could be a little worried about me working in a hospital through all this, Or being alone, but nothing. I sent a message to a few people some days ago, but they haven’t even read them. What is wrong with me?