but it is passive and not active. I'm not feeling self destructive, just ugh not well. I'm super tired and unwell and my brain feels slow. We were asked to take an extra day off of work this week so I'm working Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Friday. I'd rather have Friday off than Thursday but the boss wanted me here on Friday so okay. Sigh. I just don't feel well. And my head hurts. I'm supposed to see Pastor T tonight. I'm not really up for it, but I don't think I should cancel. I'll probably text him and let him know what's up and let him decide if we should meet. HUGS if you want them. Kit