I had no clue there were services online--I am going to have to check those out. I need that.


Well, up all night dealing with my brain. Next door neighbors also up all night, basically. I went to bed finally at 5ish. They were still up, clanking around like it was 2 in the afternoon. Then, they woke me at 830 with a bunch of racket. I don't get it. What are they--doing coke? Meth? Adderall? Dunno. Just spying on me? This isn't really a meth/coke type place, I didn't think (???). Who chronically stays up all night except trauma surgeons and bipolar 1 people? What is wrong with them?


It just feeds into my whole threat assessment problem. If people would just go to bed like normal humans, I think I would feel a lot better vis a vis my sick brain. At lest overnight. Oh well.

40 mph gusts here today. No way I am riding in that. Binge-watching Homeland (probably my favorite show) and Ray Donovan. I must say, I am not a big fan of Showtime the network, but it was very kind of them to give us all free Showtime for a month. Really enjoying that.

Pretty darn close to finishing draft 1 of this book about the hospital. Still able to write, even while psychotic. It does get me out of my head. Anyhow, once I am done, maybe today, then, I'll immediately turn around and go through it again, but that usually goes pretty quickly.

Love and hugs to all!!!!!!!!!!!!