By the time I am ready to go to sleep at night I am mentally worn out. I love sleep. I always sleep deeply and it is very restful. But when I wake up...and realize the Covid 19 world is still reality...it automatically bums me out. It reminds me of the feeling when someone close dies. When you wake up for one second you forget they are dead...then you remember. When I wake up and realize people all over the world are still dying from Covid 19 it just sets me to grieving...plus my own world feels destroyed. Then I turn on the radio and make coffee.