I am having the same problem with men. I have been a widow for over 3yrs. and just started getting out and about. I was married for 41 yrs. and stayed true to him. Just now accepting schitzo something plus who knows what ever else is limiting my acceptance from romantic others. If they hear my conversations with the unseen others it scares them off. It seems generally people are threatened by me even though I am not threatening them.
I want to leave this plane but there is something I am still needed 4. My plans to leave get interrupted.