Dear JooneBug37,

I'm not sure what types of psychotherapy are available in the USA. Have you tried to do an internet search with the key words "anxiety" "paraphilia" and "psychotherapy" ? Maybe you have already done this to and no avail. Sorry I don't have any better ideas. Hopefully others will.

I am so sorry that your brain is causing you to suffer!

Sincerely yours, -- Yao Wen